This semester is almost over. Three weeks of studying, one week of exams. St. Petersburg. For a week.
Two summer courses. Organic chemistry.
A job at Laboratory for Laser Energetics is possible. And another one at Physics, Optics & Astronomy library. Also possible, but more likely.
It's not easy to summarize, what this semester has taught me.
That I can do a lot of things, when I really need them done. I knew that.
That I have a good set of linguistic skills and can apply them properly. I knew that.
I guess, what I really learned this semester, is that the life goes on, bit by bit, second by second.
That what I do now affects the future in ways I can imagine and predict, but I' never will know for sure.
That my grasp of my fate is far weaker than I thought.
And that unless I can make it firmer, nothing will ever matter.